anon meme.

ANON CRUSH MEME

WHY THERE NEEDS TO BE A SEPARATE ONE FOR CRUSHING I DO NOT KNOW. But whatever.

I'm cold and I feel sick ):

ANON CRUSH MEME

I haven't done a meme in.....ages? I think.

Wow. Can school start again? I need something to keep me away from my dad's house.

I had this HIDEOUS dream last night where I was magically pregnant and my step-mom was all "YOU HAVE TO TELL YOUR SISTER" and it made NO SENSE. I felt so ashamed though ): All of my step-cousins are getting knocked up so. Huh. Yeah. LET'S NOT DREAM ANY MORE STUFF LIKE THAT,.

Went to the mall today (OH IT WAS THE WORST EVER) and got my dad some birthday gifts, The Moody Blues Greatest Hits and The Beatles the White Album. I also bought more bandannas because you can never have too many. This orange was on sale for like $0.98 and it turned out to be a Green Day bandanna...oh well. This other blue checkered one I got is awkwardly larger than normal and it bothers me BUT WHATEVER. And finally I got a Charlie the Unicorn bandanna because well...unicorns.

I am wrapping my gifts in brown postal paper.,.

My wallet is so empty, I am weeping for it. I still need to buy gas for my car...and I need to decide how much money to give my sister for Christmas, since I was never able to find anything for her. ...and then I need to last minute buy something for my step-mom. What the hell am I supposed to get her? I didn't even get my mom anything this year and I feel awful. I sent her a gift a month ago just cause I felt like it and it was jewelry. I CAN'T GET HER MORE JEWELRY. FFFF I HATE CHRISTMAS SO MUCH. IT'S SO STRESSFUL. TOO MANY LOUSY PARTIES THAT MAKE ME FEEL AWKWARD. NOT ENOUGH RELAXING. UNAVOIDABLE FAMILY ALTERCATIONS. AND NOT ENOUGH OF MY GRANDMOTHER IN MY LIFE. HNGHGNGHNGNGMFhnjgk,m,...


*FLIPS SCHOOL WEBSITE* WHERE ARE MY GRADES? WHERE ARE THEY?

Guys, Snapper Carr is really cool. :')

I just got done sort of reading JLA: Year One 1-11, I am missing 12 but whatever. Everyone is SO hideous. I really like Barry though and I ship him with Black Canary. What. Snapper is cute and TED WAS SO PRECIOUS for like the two pages he was in. Hal is terrible and I love how grumpy Aquaman is. IDEK. What I like the most about this was that there was no Superman, Batman or Wonder Woman in it. Well, they were in it but they were never the focus. C:

Yeah.

I had my last final this morning. I SHOULD HAVE STUDIED. LOL. Whatever, I don't even care. I am done. That is, until next semester. Uweh.

Something else was supposed to go in this post but I forget.

Join my icon community kiragarasu!!

It'd be great if I could stop shedding. My hair is EVERYWHERE. I need to clean my room.

Speaking of clean, I finished cleaning the kitchen and because all this shit is clean, my roommate has been doing her dishes as she uses them. I SEE IMPROVEMENT. Hhh, I still need to give her her gift, but I don't want to give it to her too early and then get one of those looks where she is like "I DON'T WANT THIS BETCH." cause I might kill her if that happens.

I want sushi. or. Hibatchi. or. I want to go home to my mom's house and eat out with her like we used to always do. ffff guys, I miss her. I still haven't gotten her a Christmas gift. AND NO MATTER WHAT IT'LL BE LATE. HNBGFGHghjklk,. I also need to finish these Christmas cards for you all, too. I wrote most of them out, I just need to envelope them and write the addresses. *so lazy what*


So roleplaying. Uh. I think my Atlee voice died. I can't figure what the shit to do with her. But I think I foresaw this happening when I apped her. :| Now, Bart, he's always been super hard to play but I think these first two logs I'm stuck in are killing me. Okay, the first one is almost done and it's not like it's a bad log, it's cute, I like it but hgnfdnm,. I can't okay awkward Bart well, and normally he'd just idk. Be funny. I am not funny though., And then the second one I am in, uuuuuuuu what do I do? He's finding out what a shitty place the future is and then probably how gay his two best friends have become. LMFDKSNFd,,.yeah. And then I ALWAYS have the issue that if a character is stuck in a log, I don't throw them in the main community because they are in a log. I KNOW, MY BRAIN DOES NOT FUNCTION CORRECTLY *FLIPS TABLE*. And finally, Alex is just easy to play no problems with him. WHATEVER. I'll probably have to drop Atlee again orz and I am apping Noh-varr so I don't care. *shame*

...yeah.

Is today friends-cut day? Seriously. I haven't been actually cut from anyone's list, except for maybe one. I'm not mad at being cut, do what you want. It's so easily to give up on a person on the internet, that I hate. I can understand when you de-friend a person who is batshit crazy stalker-san, journals that are no longer used or something along those lines. That would make sense, yeah. And then the whole announcing it. Hurr, cutting people. hurhuhurhr. What is that even?

Oh and reverse cuts? Don't even get me started on that. half the time it's just people asking NOT to be cut which would be cute but then really it's not.

and the whole, you don't comment much on my journal so i am cutting you. hah. what. no. get out.


I'm not mad at people on my flist who do it, friend cuts. Your choice and I respect that as it is my choice to hate them. But even the sound of it. Friends cut. I don't know. Every time I see it on my flist I get so unreasonably angry and I want to rant for hours about how much I hate it.



anyway, i am still working on my socioling paper. no sleep tonight.

I went to the mall with Nicky today. She helped me buy a dress and shoes for one of my step-cousin's wedding. I got the cutest yellow and white dress (': (i might return it after the party though cause i'll never wear it again...) I also bought the hardcover Secret Warriors trade and a Power Girl tpb. Also got two World War II books for my dad. After running around, we magically ran into her dad and he treated us to lunch/dinner, it was awesome. Good day.

So, I spent WAY too much today and I still need to buy myself some new sneakers, the ones I have are beaten up. hgnfhhhh.


I gotta finish transcribing these 6 audio files so I can organize my information and write this paper. ...and then study for my British Literature exam. ...and then write that last Humanities paper.......


finals week. this is going to be a bitch.

two memes stolen from toast and a REALLY old entry of mine.

( not easily offended )

I went to the store just now, bought my roommate a Christmas gift. Why, you ask? Well one, I am a nice fucking person, two, she's on a "diet" and I got her a big box of chocolates. (:

While at the store, I saw this kid from school who creeps me out. I AVOIDED HIM LIKE BURNING. I had to run around the store to avoid running into him. After he paid and left, I paid and hopped in my car. Walgreens is not far from my apt at all. WHO KNEW HE WALKED TO THE STORE? IT'S TOO DARK FOR ME TO DO THAT. So while i was parallel parking the car (which i am totally awesome at now) THERE HE IS WALKING BY MY CAR. AND THEN HE SEES ME. AND WALKS UP TO MY WINDOW. *SCREAAMFSNdjksnss* so I did what any normal person would do. I LOOKED IN THE OTHER DIRECTION. .,..... *sob* orz

Safe in my apartment now. Drinking coffee and planing on starting my Sociolinguistics paper. Uuuu

MY SCHEDULE FOR NEXT SEMESTER

Mon-Wed-Fri
8:30AM: Caribbean Literature
9:30AM: Spanish Grammar

Tue-Thur
2:00PM: Phonetics
3:30PM: Morphology & Syntax
5:00PM: Modern US Literature
6:30PM: Creative Writing

LOL 18 CREDITS, WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING? I CAN BARELY HANDLE 12. ):

you know what? fuck that last post (which the internet and/or LJ won't let me delete). my desire to eat a freaking burger is a lot stronger than my misery. 6:30 needs to get here already.

i know, i know I did a friending meme last week, but I'm bored.

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I don't want to know that you don't want me. I don't want to know what you do without me. I don't want to know what I'll be without you. I don't wanna know. I don't wanna know. Might paint something I might want to hang here someday. Might write something I might want to say to you someday. Might do something I'd be proud of someday. Mark my words, I might be something someday.

Okay, so I was feeling really ridiculous and depressed frustrated. I'm not really okay with failing so much at drawing and it just got to me. And then on top of that, my internet has been so hideous. I'm really sorry for getting upset, Ian. It wasn't you.

I talked to Sai and was instantly better, for the most part at least. She's awesome like that. I still can't draw a fucking thing and while I am still pissed off about it, I'm alright. I'll survive. I'll just watch some Mighty Max and chew gum. Or stare at a wall, I tend to do this more often.

I almost can't wait to go to my dad's house for the reason that I want to finish watching Band of Brothers. That series is freaking amazing. Eugene Roe is my favorite and Bastogne was an AMAZING episode.

Heeeey

That was a nice surprise there apology!

I owe you...something!